Expected Publication Date: January 31, 2017
Breathtaking, stunning debut novel! It is amazing! It is tragic, heartfelt, tender and brazen all at the same time. I absolutely loved this! I loved the journey it took me on. I loved that I had no idea where this book was headed, but went along for a wild ride that had me laughing and crying. There were so many areas of gray and missing pieces of information that I was itching to learn more about along the journey. These holes were so often filled in just when you thought you might not get the answers. However, the missing pieces weren’t ever what was expected, never cliched. This book is filled with tragedy, horrors, sadness, but also with redemption, hope and love.
The novel begins in art class with Mel and Sharon, two young women not quite fitting the usual mold at the upstate college they attend. They are poorer, have experienced more hurt and pain, and seem to have no one. That is, until they find each other. They bond over old cartoons including Dirty Duck, Ren and Stimpy, Clutch Cargo, Fritz the Cat, and Heavy Traffic. They begin working together at school and after graduation spending long days and nights working on their first movie together based on Mel’s mother, who was a drug-addicted prostitute. They are both artists who have triangulated their futures together through their art. Ten years later they are experiencing the success of their first film. Mel is bold, confident, the life of the party. Sharon is reserved, holding back, the more practical of the two. Together they have become a great team. They are best friends and work partners. However, their friendship is tested by addiction, jealousy, and medical illness.
It is through their friendship with each other that they begin to rebuild themselves. “She was the first person to see me as I had always wanted to be seen. It was enough to indebt me to her forever.” Their relationship is close, nurturing, subject to role reversals and also anger.
It is through their art that they come to terms with their pasts, redeeming themselves through a process of catharsis. Kayla Rae Whitaker beautifully describes how much they pour themselves into their work, how it is transformative, healing, and full of love. It changes the way they feel about themselves, their childhoods, and it Sharon’s case it changes her relationship with her mother.
I loved the writing, the build-up of tensions, the breaking down of tensions. I loved the power of the encounters between Sharon and her family. It is amazing how much was conveyed with so little said, how tone and inaction spoke so loudly between them. The characters are so vividly and fully developed, the relationships incredibly dynamic, and the storyline itself is unique, bold and exhilarating.
This book is incredible. It has so much depth, energy, grit. I highly recommend this to everyone! This will make an excellent book club choice.
- What is art to Mel and Sharon? What does it symbolize?
- Discuss Mel’s reaction to her mother’s death. Do you think she feels guilty at all for creating a movie about her mother?
- Discuss the role of drugs and alcohol in this novel. Who are the addicts and why?
- Why did Sharon keep her list a secret from Mel?
- Why do you think Teddy features so prominantly in Sharon’s list? Is it because he was her first friend or because he showed her his father’s pictures?
- What do you think it is between Sharon and Teddy that brings them together romantically when she finds him in Louisville?
- Why is Teddy so upset that he is portrayed in Sharon’s movie? Is this rational?
- Mel begins losing weight and drinking heavily leading up to her accidental death by overdose. Why was she so depressed?
- Discuss the tension between Sharon and her mother. How does it finally begin to ease and why?
- How do you think this last project that Mel had started and Sharon finally starts to put together will come together? How do you predict the progression of the story?
- Was Mel in love with Sharon?